Tears write this story left unspoken.
My heart won’t let me utter the words.
For I could not believe the damage done
To one,
Once innocent.
I thought I left you so you could benefit,
From love from life.
All the things I was running from
And I never realized
You thought I was running from you.
Years have passed, times have changed
And yet we are stuck
In limbo, searching, seeking…
For what?
Tears lay between us.
A wall erected for protection
From a world that kept us fighting.
Too blind to see that the wall
Is me and we are fighting ourselves.
Better yet each other, for you
Are a portion of me. The me I
Was running from and didn’t know it.
Loved you too much to stay. Somehow
Hurt wouldn’t let me show it.
Too blind, too much time
And yet the words are not here to explain.
I’m still lost but no longer running.
Will things ever be the same?
Little sister, the sigh escapes my lips
And I pause.
Wait, they say time heals all wounds.
Maybe it’s too soon.
I find myself rambling. Tears write the
Story and they won’t cease.
They speak of times past and a
Possible future.
Three sisters ripped apart,
Still trying to find their way back
To life,
To love,
To each other.
Past that wall erected by me.
I was blind now I see.
I find myself rambling,
Words my heart won’t let me speak.
So many tears, let them write my story
For me.
© Daydreamer
