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Fix-ed

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I thought of you today.  Normally, you sit just on the edge of memory, slightly out of reach.  Barely a shadow, yet tangible enough to teach.  You remind me of a lesson it took too long to learn or match left way too long to burn.  You take me back to that victim of before, scarred for your love and craving more.  You were the drug and I was your addict.  Well, you know what they say about old habits…

I thought about you today and I caught myself dreaming…

You are the drug that I am no longer fiending… 

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No Good

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I know you’re not good for me.

I know one day soon I’ll lie alone in my bed,

crying a story to the only one who will listen sympathetically…

my pillow,

because everyone else told me so.

I know you mean me no good.

I know one day soon I’ll be standing somewhere

trying to remember what I liked when it was just me…

before I cared what you didn’t;

before your appetite became my only goal.

I know you’ll break my heart.

I know today that you love another,

and that your heart no longer loves me.

And yet

I keep reaching for the pain your arms bring…

because…

It’s all I’ve come to know.

© Daydreamer

 

I Wish I Could Tell You

I wish I could tell you

things will be alright

but I really don’t know myself.

I just sit,

wait,

hope,

and dream.

For what?

What exactly am I waiting for?

Will there be a sign,

some universal symbol,

and will I just

automatically know?

Where will I go?

What will I do

as I wait?

Will you wait with me

or is that too much to ask?

Will you follow me,

blind

on a trail to forever

or never?

Maybe we could just enjoy the trip

and quip?

Let’s marvel at what happens

along the way.

I wish I could tell you

things will be alright,

but really…

I can’t say.